A smile in tears

I smile when i can't cry
when the pain is beyond
the one u feel when u die
u smile coz u can't cry...

fake it.. it's easy
they see it..
and smile back
try with me
it's not that hard
stretch ur lips
and smile
they will belive it..

Smile with me
and let them see
how happy we are...
being so so far
how happy we are...

smile.. and with every move of my lips
let another part of my heart
tear apart..

hold back ur tears
my eyes
hold back ur tears
and shine
with happiness u should shine
as u see her..

like an angel
in her white dress
see that smile on her lips..

isn't it the same smile i wear?!!..

no no.. i'm no longer there
in her heart.
or am i still there??..